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|Holidays|

  • So, holiday season

  • Christmas and all that stuff

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  • Yknow, we havent really made anything special for holidays for a decent while now

    Most of the time it just catches us off guard or if we're lucky we find out the holiday is due in, literally tomorrow

    So they kinda just happen and we sorta know they're there from.. Environmental storytelling

    Especially for halloween and christmas it kinda becomes obvious once the furry porn we look at starts featuring girls fucking pumpkins or candycanes going up people's asses

  • Honestly thats what i feel like i like the most about holidays right now

    Just the art people do and the decorating some websites do and some cool events for games

    • gods i miss old tf2 halloween events

  • A decent ammount of times we've done some thematically appropiate art for halloween or christmas, and its pretty fun if a bit annoying to try to get it out in time

  • But apart from that, i dont think we do much else, just about the same as any other day just with a different coat of paint

  • The same goes if not even more strongly for the other holidays that arent as advertized, most of the time they just pass and its just another normal ass day for us

  • The same goes for our birthday, mostly

    I just never know what to do, like, setting up anything feels like too much effort

  • We used to just get our favorite food but now we get our favorite stuff pretty much every month

  • I would like to hang out with all of our friends or do anything special but, that'd require it not jumpscaring us outa nowhere cuz suddently it is *the day* without any prior warning

  • Time blindness

  • Day blindness

  • Year blindness

  • Its not really that satisfying but it isnt bad either

  • We sorta wish holidays were cooler again, like when we were children, but i dont know how to get there

    It´s really easy to just keep doing roughly what i was doing the day prior

  • Just sitting on our computer, kinda molding, slowly

  • I really wish our reward center in our brain wasnt completely fucked

    • and so do i

  • Anyways, happy holidays

  • Happy holidays

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